I don’t never feel pain, cause I done felt too much pain. Been around here, standing in the rain, blood flowing through my veins.
Starting to write again for the first time in a very long time. Poetry, stories, songs, music, all the things I used to do. I don’t really have the little bit of skill I used to anymore, but here’s to hoping something good, something of worth comes out of this maybe
I made myself throw up tonight and also multiple times, it was excruciating but it also felt liberating, I hope I don’t get an eating disorder, I hope I don’t fuck up
Laguna Beach fog
Sigh I just wish I could lose 20 or 30 pounds, I look so fucking disgusting now